STOP THE TIME FOR ME PLEASSSSEE

Sorry for not updating for nearly a week!
I was just too busy. I need TIME. I need time so much.
Oh God can u please freeze the time for me!
I need time to clear out my messy mind recently. Pls wait for me and give me somemore time.
dont leave before i sucessfully do so alright?

Well, as for my schedule everyday.
My life was filled with things repeating everyday.
wake up at 6.45am.
get ready.
and start my day dealing with the kids.
6.45pm reach home.
12 hours! half of my day doing things i dislike.
:(
For the other 12 hours. What did i do?
I already lose my personal time.
Guess what? im gonna work until 1st feb.
Ish my plan for that day was totally ruined.
Chinese new year is coming is coming is coming IS COMING.
I cant help but kept countdown-ing for the day.

'Your heart will tie u up' is what she told me.
I know i always can find answer i want from her.
But this time, her words...yes, still able to change my mind and affect my decision.
Talking with her made me realise how well she understands me and how lousy u are.
I shouidn't have blame u.
For what she said, they always thought they already gave us everything.
Just a little bit dumb, and immature. She said.

Am i a lesbian?
Because i love her so much and need her so much!
:)

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Okay okay i know i always complain about my tuition centre.
But still gonna leave some memories right.
Check this out. ;)

This is my favourite room as it is the room for standard one and four which is the cutest kids :) but look at the cane on the table. so long so thick so scary :(

room for standard five

Yes! my handwriting. Thing i enjoyed the most everyday! Write on the board XD I teach English and look, this is what they learnt --- Prepositions.

Love what u work or work what u love?
Although i will only give u complaintssss when u ask me how's my work,
But there's still, of course some elements that will make me smile there.
I will remember everything there, everything. either it is happy or sad.
well. it's part of my journey, isn't it?
Cheer for myself  :)

关于爱情

A:Accept（接受）
         《世界上没有十全十美的人》记着你爱他，就必须接受他的一切，甚至他的缺点！
　　“多看人的优点，欣赏他的缺点”

B:believe（信任）
　　不信任对方，经常以怀疑的口吻盘问对方，这种互相猜度的爱情，往往就只有分手下场。
　　“主动的信任，会得到相对的回报”
　　
C:Care（关心）
　　关心的程度，正好表现你对她的重视程度，打个电话给她关心地问候一句：“工作辛苦吗？”。又或者发短信给她：天气凉了，别忘了添加衣服”这些关心未必有实际用途，但起码能令对方暖在心头。
　　“适当的关心是必需的，过分的关心就成为负担了”请拿捏！
　　
D:Digest（理解）
　　我们不是圣人，总有情绪起伏的时候，若对方是“凸”的时候，你为何不做“凹”去忍耐和安慰一下呢？
　　“那就要闪人了，让他/她有私人空间安静吧！”时间会帮助双方做工的。呵呵，也别闪人闪得太久哦！会冰冻掉的。
　
E:Enjoy（欣赏）
　　你应欣赏对方的一切欣赏，这段爱情带给你的开心，幸福！这样便会爱得更愉快，不要只懂埋怨，在鸡蛋里挑骨头。
　 “口吐芬芳，增加感情；没有营养的话，忍一忍就忘了别说哦！”

　　
F:Freedom（自由）
　　纵然已婚，也应给予对方应有自由及保持秘密的权利，你的另一半不是你的终生奴隶，不要让她认为跟你结婚就等于被困笼中！
　　“自由是一定的，但是，同时也要在自由中尊重对方，不可乱来”
　　
G:Give（付出）
　　爱情这样东西不一定是你付出“一”，便会收回“一”，但不付出，便一定没有收获，对你的爱人，应有如对自己一样毫无保留地付出。
　　“只管付出就好，因为，付出也是一种幸福的过程”享受这过程，对人生就是一种交代了。不会遗憾终身！
　　
H:Heart（心）
　　爱情最重要的道具是心，你必须真心对待，用心去爱，没有心又怎称得上真心相爱？
　　“心只有一个，想清楚了，决定了，就给那个人就好”别三心二意。
　　
I:Independence（独立）
　　甜言蜜语的人会说“我是为了你而生”，其实，每个人都有自己的生存意义，不应过分依赖对方，成为对方的沉重负担，甚至累赘！
　　“独立的同时要有点依赖，依赖的同时，却也要保持独立”因为，这世界没有说谁没有谁是不行的。想想要是自己有天死了，这世界还是一样的在运转。

　　
J:Jealousy（妒忌）
　　适当的妒忌，吃醋能表示你对对方的重视！但切记是合情合理的吃醋，反之，毫不讲理大发雷霆地呷醋必惹反感！
　　“跟煮菜的道理一样，加点盐，添点醋，这菜好吃！调味料放太多了，这菜就不能吃“当掉”
　　
K:Kiss（吻）
　　一吻胜过千言万语，轻轻的一吻，已能代表你惜她，爱护她，所以请不要吝啬你的红唇！
　　“记得保持口腔卫生！”别让你的爱人反感了！那会坏事的！
　　
L:Love（爱）
　　都说是爱情，没有爱又怎会有情呢？爱跟喜欢不同：爱一个人，你必定愿意为他做任何事！这是最高的境界，闲时不妨跟对方说句“我爱你”，担保比任何礼物来得甜蜜开心！
　　“大家都不是对方肚子里的蛔虫，“爱”请你说出口！”也请你们以行动表达出来。
　　
M:Mature（成熟）
　　为什么一般人的初恋，总会无声无色地惨败，因为年轻人多恋爱得较幼稚，况且没有一个人会喜欢对方，长年没头没脑地蹦蹦跳跳，人成熟一点，你的爱情便会早熟一点，直到开花结果！
　　“成熟的处理爱情，会让爱发光发热，永垂不朽！”

N:Nutural（自然）
　　很多人初拍拖时，都会把一切的缺点隐藏起来，变成另一个人！日子久了，缺点才一箩箩地出现，令对方吃不消，其实不做作，流于自然的爱情才是细水长流的
        “我爱他！因为，他就是他，也不想改变这样的他”

　　
O:Observe（观察）
　　经常细心观察爱侣的喜好，不但能更了解对方，更能给他惊喜，那份心意，必定比礼物来得珍贵。
　　“观察最重要的是别观察过度，要不然就会变成疑神疑鬼了”。呵呵！该观察时要观察，观察到我们不该知道的事，就要当着不知道！傻就一个字。
　　
P:Protect（保护）
　　做男朋友的，当然要保护女朋友，但做女朋友的亦要保护对方的尊严，不应容许别人中伤侮辱你的另一半。
　　“保护好爱人是人生第一学问，要修好”

Q:Quarter（宽大）
　　宽大是基本的要诀，对爱侣的错误，以宽大的态度原谅他，因为你是最爱他的人！
　　“一只眼开，一只眼关，平安无事，宽怀是德”
　　
R:Receive（接收）
　　对于爱侣为你所做的，请不要表现得无动于衷，令他气馁。她付出，你便应以欣赏的态度去接受，这才能令感情更进一步！
　　“能接收是一件非常幸福的事，请以感恩的心来面对！”
　　
S:Share（分享）
　　若你爱他，就必能与他分享，他的喜与忧，这是作为一个伴侣，最简单的责任。
　　“要分享也要在“对的时间”去分享“对的喜悦”：别在“不对的时间”做“分享”的事情。”要懂得看时间和地点哦！

　　
T:Tender（温柔)
　　爱人当然要温柔的爱，因为男人女人，缺乏温柔都不可爱。
　　“时而温柔，时而娇，时而趣来，时而静！”一成不变“爱的温柔”很快就会“当掉”的。
　　
U:Understand（理解）
　　不明白对方的想法，对方跟你说话，你永远只独自发呆，那就是一段缺乏沟通的爱情，多站在对方的立场，将心比心，必定能更了解你的另一半！
　　“理解对方发呆的时候，是他/她在想一些事情，我们能做的就是不要在他/她的耳朵边“念经”就成了”。过后，他/她会感激你而听你说话的。

V:Veracity（诚实）
　　对爱情必须一百倍的诚实，你也不想你的另一半是个“大话精”吧！时常互相欺骗的感情，又怎能天长地久呢？
　　“是要诚实。但是，有些话不说，并不是不诚实，而是，保护对方的心”。不说反倒是一件好事。何必要执着呢？
　　
W:Wait（等待）
　　等是维系一段感情的基本元素，最重要的是你要与他同步成长，同步走完这段人生路。千万不可一个走先，遗下另一半在后。
　　“等就一个字而成的，就是“忍”，心上的一把刀”。忍到后来，你们一定是人们所羡慕的一对！
　　
X:“X”（乘法符号）
　　把你对他的爱，每天以倍数地乘上去，爱情自然变成无限大，爱情走也走不掉。
　　“珍惜，感恩，体谅，付出就是会加倍的把爱给巩固。”
　　
Y:Yearn（想念）
　　工作或不在一起时，不妨多想念对方，致电或传呼他，说句“我很挂念你”，必能令对方甜在心头，更起劲地工作！
　　“发个讯息或短讯就好”。要是他/她正在会议当中，你会吵到他/她的。记得千万别使劲的拨电话。会给对方带来很多的不便的。
　　
Z:Zero（起点）
　　无论婚姻与否，无论你认为你们的爱情已经多么坚定，不要忘了，要永远用你们起步相爱是的那种心情来对待对方，不要让岁月给爱情蒙上灰尘，只要真心相爱每一天都是新的。
　　“爱是一点一滴而成，保持自己感恩的心确实能保住所有的爱，对方会感受到你的爱的。”因为，每一天都是新的！

parallel lines

Why work so hard when we are from two different worlds?
Parallel lines will never meet each other.
Why don't you understand?
You made me awkward.

女人爱的只是情人眼里的自己。

weekends!

weekendssss :)
I am very sure that i will love saturday and sunday the most in the coming three months
just like students XD

Volleyball match is still as nice as i expected!
Our ssi guys plus two uncles gave me a nice match yesterday.
I really do regret for not going for their quarter and semi today. They emerge as fourth place at last.
Congrats though :)
I wonder will i have the chance to see volleyball match in the future.
I only watch ssi's! haha.

i realise that i can differentiate between work and personal life :)
because i didn't get angry when i saw Nicholas being mischevious.
haha that's a good news to me.
I shouldn't bring my emotion back from work.
I will still like cute kids, not every kids are naughty, right?

Every girls love surprise. And me too!
Creating surprise is also a good one. I enjoy preparing something for someone you loved.
I will smile to myself when im doing so :)
shhhhh it's a secret XD

Call me Eunice Lao Shi!

3rd Jan 2011 is a change. A new start.
Firstly, good luck to those who is at plkn now!
Take care Liyin who is at Kluang now.
Take care Lianghui who is at Melaka.
And all the others. Cheer to you all :)

Secondly, i start off my life as Eunice Lao Shi.
A tuition teacher isn't easy to be. Really.
You may think it looks easy but it is not.
anyone could tell me why Standard One student needs tuition?
Kids nowadays are really pitiful.
I saw countless of students cried because they were canned by the teachers.
Hey of course NOT ME.
but by those more experienced teacher.
Is caning them the best way of making them obey you?

I don't think so.
I feel scared. I'm scared that i might become like those teacher.
I became bad temper towards my family when i was back from work yesterday.
The atmosphere there made me annoyed. Seriously.
And of course, Eunice Tham almost cried on the first day.
A Standard Six boy refused to take out his book and he even talked back me.
Luckily i held back. Luckily.
You are testing my patience, boy.

I hope i may become more adapt to it. I really need to.
I couldn't go out with any friends in this first week because i'm scared i might raise my voice and scared you.
Sorry.


Ahhhh.
I NEVER HAD HOLIDAYS AFTER SPM.

hello 2011 :)

Goodbye and hello to 2010 and 2011!
I want to give a big big smile to welcome 2011 :D
Thanks to lee jian wei's countdown party. That was really fun. I almost forget about all my troubles.
Thank you lee jian wei's family! God bless u guys because u all are nice people :)
Hmm and also ah ku who is my fifth driver. haha thank you. u will improve next time im sure about that.
My first fourth is jianwei, kz, dylan and neo.
Ah Liang see i am waiting to be your passenger so that i completely sit ac team's car! :p
I really love the atmosphere last night. Looking at others having fun is really enough for me.
I actually stole the feeling from others for my own good. hehe.
no worry ah liang i dont feel bored at all :)
But i do looks tired right. yep i know i know. I always need SLEEP.
Sorry I wasn't in my best condition yesterday. had a pair of sleepy eyes which was discovered by everyone.
But i smile when 2011 came.
Goodbye 2010.
2011, please be a better one, be a blessed one. Cheers :)

I love Liyin's room :)
It is not a girlish girlish room with pink pink wall papers.
But u will just know that it belongs to girls. Guys stay away please ;)
When I step into it i feit i had already came to here for countless times.
It is just so nice. Gave me a sense of gui shu gan.
I especially love the way their family treats me.
nobody stops me for helping them to wash their plates after the meal.
Because im already sick of how my mum treats our guests " fang zhu jiu hao wo lai xi wo lai xi! "
XD
I feel that im already one of them on that two days. Hope they also accept me as one of them.
I will certainly visit her house again. :)

I really shouldn't cry infront of her.
Because she is far too brave than me.
I held back my tears. I felt her pain. So pain.
Is she still a human?
I dont't know what else i can do. I only gave her a hug at last.
I know that it will never be enough to cure her pain.
I was so stupid i didn't sense her sadness and give her helping hands when she needs it.
I hope i will be able to help her in the future. I will be cleverer in sensing your emotion. I will.
For the one that i love the most.
God please help me watch over this girl. I want her to be fine and may happiness surrounds her everyday.
Because she already went through so much.
She deserves everything best.
Time to smile to 2011 my girl! Muax :)

Sorry.
I often change my decision and that troubles u and everyone.
I will learn to be more brave in making decision in this brand new year.
Stop po po ma ma Eunice Tham.

Eunice is actually selfish to the core.
Yes.
I was angry for a tiny stuff and i soon realise that i was selfish for having that thought.
I was being childish again.
I guess both of us need time.
I want to be your friend. Forever.
I allow u to ignore me for these while, but i want u to be back as my friend when u are ready to do so.
When u sucessfully make everything right.
Because i really do appreciate our friendship.
And u are still one of my friend who truly understands me.
I will wait for your return :)


最感性奖 is just infront of my bed.
to remind me to smile to every obstacles.