'' I firmly believe that any man's finest hour is that moment when he / she has worked his / her heart out in a good cause and lies exhausted on the field of battle, victorious. ''

LAUGH OUT LOUD

这一次
我成功了
原来我也可以戴着面具过生活。
这样多好，不是吗？
不再可怜自己
一个人就会变得很强。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
就是这样的笑




当你的一切努力都与结果不成正比，
你能真的做到潇洒地笑着替别人的成功拍手喝彩吗？
不为任何人，
我只是真的很单纯的很喜欢很喜欢。
<3



我的cheese巧克力蛋糕，你在哪里？
:p

A new page of my life :)

Eunice Tham has been disappear from this world.

Are u having this thought in your mind? :)
After a month in Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan
finally i am settled down
and squeeze out a time
sitting in front of my friend's laptop like what i am doing now
writing my blog.
I guess kmns is really gonna be my home for one year.
to be accurate, it's just 10 months.

So what? What's the big deal when others leading a better life than u?
Open your heart and accept it.
A really great person will always be that great no matter where he/she is.
Stop looking back when u are already on your track okay?
:)

How's life in matriks?
washing your own clothes everyday
eating spicy food for every meal
wearing formally everyday
not a single inch of skin can be exposed ( okay this is exaggerating -.- )
wearing high heels black leather shoes everyday
calling your class as practicum
calling your teacher as lecturer
calling your lessons as kuliah
calling your kantin before as kafe
u met with ur friends almost every seconds in a day
u thinking and troubling over what u gonna eat for your next meal
u anticipating for the break of the day
u looking forward for the coming of every weekend
and yet feeling extremely boring on Saturday and Sunday.

You think over every cents u spent now
bargaining over a few cents with the kafe's uncle
going out to the hongkong shop to eat chinese meal with your friends every weekend
missing mummy's homecook almost every moment
missing all kinds of fruits that you seldom have chance to eat nowadays
grab a bite of biscuits turn out to be a normal action when u study in your room

u cry in your blanket when u miss someone badly
calling your mum and tell her that u really miss her and your home
u laugh with your friends over a stupid little joke
u fight for bathrooms with malays everyday
u talking broken english and bm with the malays everyday
what u can see during every assembly is malays everywhere.
u shout in disgust every time the cats in the kolej jumps up your bags
u need to be mentally prepared that water supply may be cut off when u are halfway bathing
and, no electrically supply for the bathroom during night time! ==


I guess this is the study life that really suits Eunice Tham.
No cinema no tv no shopping malls no entertainment no pork.
What's the big deal? just be myself.
I dont need to change at all.

Ex-matriks seniors told me that he miss matrix life.
Thinking back of what he said,
I guess i will miss it after one year like what he did, too.
I wish i could remember every single memories in kmns.
For things precious like this, why not?
:)

This is random.

But i MUST upload this photo. This was an Bio experiment i did last week.

We mix our blood in NAOH solution. Mine is the middle one! :D 

I realise that i really really do feel the excitement when i see blood.

HAHA i know that sounds really evil right. But that's really what i feel.

Perhaps i am meant to be a doctor? :)

The 'E' test tube stands for Eunice! yay :)

Manage to went all the way up to Cheras, KL on the second week to watch the Singmal Competition. Was so proud of my little juniors during the competition! :) They werent the winners at the end, but they are the BEST. No other words can describe them.

The happiest thing is to met up with my lovely st john guys! :D These awesome guys are Ong Li Yin, Seetoh Yiling, Ah Liang, Tan, Sean, Alex, Bryan Yeoh, Lee Jian Wei and Dylan Soh.

They are the ones who we called as TRUE FRIENDS

Just a single message, and they brought me all the reference books i need in matriks. :)

As most of them are ex-matrix students. and also future doctors. haha.

So nice and touching.

I hope i can give them a hug and say thank you :p

Photos taken in front of the restaurant in KL by the photographer of the day

Sean! :)

Last but not least, this is the girl that i must show to everyone. :)

Love her to the max as always! <3

I am missing your cheesecake like hell. :(

Next, I am going to show u the crazy and amazing people i met in kmns.

You wouldnt believe that we just known each other for a month.

But not when u do everything with them everyday.

You having homesick as they do.

You solve every difficulties in studies with them.

They are the one who are closest to u

the one who u can really rely on

Thanks to them, I discover the crazy part of me ;D

From the left: Zhiwei, Lee Pui Hong, me and Yang Xue Ni :D

Starting to be a little bit crazy XD

I feel extremely lucky to meet this two lovely girls. They are almost the same height as me!

Nobody is gonna complain to me that I am too tall anymore :p

I learnt how to do funny faces from them.

Oh my god u wouldnt recognise that was Eunice Tham -.-

Photos taken in the library!

My besties Lee Pui Hong and Yang Xue Ni <3

 

人生真的就好像一列火车

搭客到站了就下车

有的人挥了挥手 掉头就走

但珍惜你的人 即使被迫在中途下车

但依然会在终点站等你，用热情的拥抱来欢迎你

对你说：

“我很挂念你。”

原来9个A+什么都不是

当好消息一瞬间变成了坏消息
好像被浇了一桶冷水
讽刺至极
我的爸爸可以是魏家祥吗？
人们会告诉你
“这就是马来西亚。”


Malaysia Boleh.

A long report ABOUT ME!

Saying hello to my blog once again!
Sorry for abandoning u for such a long time.
going to have a long post today.
U gonna be patient if u are going to read this. ;)

Let's turn back time.
here's the photo taken when i went for JPA interview on 12th april.
the first time ever i wearing baju kurung which was supposed to owned by my dear sis.
she brought it specially all the way from kl back to jb for me!
i know she cares for me more than i expected.
I know she's the one who really concerned about my future study plan.
I know i know.
i will remembered the night u called me and give me advice without any hesitation.
THANK YOU SO MUCHHH! :D

Thank goodness i remember to take a photo of this.

JPA interview gave me this special chance to be a malay girl!

 The interview was so-so and i am surrounded by atmosphere that saying 8A+ AND ABOVE WILL SURELY BEING OFFERED JPA SCHOLARSHIP. well let's waiiiiiitttttt and see.

And of course, after april, i ended my tuition teacher work.
i was so dumb as i cried before my boss when she was thanking me for my help during this 4 months.
really dumb!
i hope she really meant what she said.
please stop faking up your words BOSS.

and now, i miss some of my cute students.
etc. standard one jonathan lim chee keat who is so mature and understanding in his words. once, he said to his friends, ''stop making noise, eunice lao shi need rest.''
or standard 4 lee wei kang who is so pro in answering my ques, making me having high satisfaction in teaching him.
or standard 5A wong jun hao and his gang who treat me a bunch of snacks when they knew i was going to leave them.
or standard 4 christina chu and her sis wong kah mun who agreed to treat me macdonald.
i shouldn't have being so paiseh to take photos with my students. :(

i miss them. but not my ladyboss and my colleagues looooorrr thank you.
:p

if u are asking me, am i getting back my long lost freedom after 4 months?
the amswer is NO.
because i have taken up another job.
check this out! ( i was reminded of my lovely addmath teacher pn farah. HAHAHA :D )

YES u are right. I am officially a coffee girl. :D come visit me on any other day at jusco tebrau city and i can treat u free nescafe coffee! Condition is i only work until 15 may and my break time is 4pm to 5pm. Spot this trolley at jusco supermarket :)

here's the menu! so coffee lovers, which coffee are u looking for?

:)

The main thing i benefit from the job is money.
it sounded sarcastic but it is truth.
but money brings different!
because finally i got the chance to treat my family a great meal on Mother's Day.
I've waited for this day for such a long time.
Now i got the ability! :)
first time belanja people until so happy.
because i saw my family's smiley face.
especially my mum.
thank you and i love u. <3

And also not forgeting to thanks my SUPERDEARIE daughters for not forgeting your erniang on this Mother's Day!
I am seriously super touched.
I love u too clx and ylk. :) <3

if this is a post for saying thank you to people i care and i love,
there's still 2 more ppl who i will not forget.
Thank you cyx for calling me on that day and chitchatting with me!
Thank you for not fogetting me.
we can actually chat A LOT although we never met for long time.
That feeling was just too great.
When i said i was touched, u know i really meant it. :)
ang syl for not breaking your promise to come jusco visit me and having tea with me today!
I feel great talking to u.

Anyway, a good news is here!
:D
i am going to matriks negeri sembilan if nothing goes wrong.
on 23rd of may!
gonna really really really really really thanks my dear God who answers my prayers.
Thank you so much because u know what, so far only 3 ppl getting it including me.
God blessed!

And of all the things i did during all these while, i gained.
yet i lost.
being forgotten by ppl who u care so much was awful.
I was deeply hurt.
Does love really have to be shown out?
I wish to be part of u all.
Can i?
Looking back at all the memories we had together.
I guess i am really left out.



如果两个人知道彼此将在终点相遇，那现在短暂的分开是否是必须？

i love the way we smile together.

which makes our heart linked tightly.

may it never aparts.

:)

To my daughters

first time not staying together with my daughters for the battle
it made me felt uneasy for the whole day.
if and only if i realise it would be my last chance.
girls, u are my best daughters, the strongest ever girls i have ever seen.
we know it deeply inside our heart
that we LOVE stjohn
no matter it gives us failure or glory.
cheer girls. smile smile okay? :)
i am so proud to be ur er niang.
nobody will forget you, your every sacrifications, and your every effort.
a big clap and a big hugs to everyone of u all.