Tuesday, November 27, 2012


Have a lot of things to say. Have a lot of troubles to share. Have a lot of tears to overflow.
But I am alone in my room now so I can only type. Type, LIKE REALLY HARD. Now is not the time to pity my keyboard.
This is when no verbal words can describe my feelings perfectly. Even if there is, who to tell?
When again, I screwed things up again. I really did. No miracles happened. Wtf.
This should be expected! What else am I looking forward for.
Be a genius who never need to study? Stop your wishful thinking.
So you are telling me this is what I deserved. So I am really weak. So I study not enough. So I should sleep less.
I have always performed well during big examinations. From UPSR PMR SPM to PSPM. Maybe, those were all because I have been so lucky in all those examinations. I am never smart, as I thought, as people thought, as those results shown. I was just, too lucky. Everything was just an illusion.
My HIS module nearly broke my lowest score record in my whole lifetime. The other 4 modules are equally disappointing as well.
Please someone please tell me what should I do now. Cry or what?
I am a nobody. FML.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Medic students can be rather crazy!

Dicovered my new talent recently. I can cut fringes pretty well. Haha. Started to have this feeling when my roommate, Anjie trusted me so much and actually requested me to cut her bangs for her. And I actually dare to do so! First time cut fringes for the others. Kecha kecha kecha. And I success. My customer was satisfied and the others were impressed. They thought she had her bangs cut at some saloons. Hehe. Ehh this is called hostel-life people! Do crazy things together. :)
 Check out my new bangs! :) 





我嗅到了圣诞的味道 :)

Saturday, November 24, 2012



Sunday, November 11, 2012

Am I the apple of your eye.

The more you know a person, the more you like them more? or the more you hate them more?
The answer is very extreme isn't it?
Because you will never stay the same impression you have to a person.
To me, first impression is the thing that we can't trust the most in this world.
So, don't ever tell me that you fall in love with a person at your first sight. This is silly.
How can you pour in you heart and souls to a girl in just a glance?
Love signals should be transmitted through every eye contacts that speeds up your heart beat, every ups and downs that have been spent together, every sweetness that have been specially prepared to him/her, every tears that you have witnessed from her, to let you to be so sure that you want to protect her with all you can for the rest of your life.

Does love lasts long? How long is long? One month, half a year, 5 years, or 10 years?
How long can you keep your eyes only on your girl, and never yearn for other pretty girls out there?
This is difficult, because we are humans. Who never stops wanting the best and never stop thinking what others own is the best.
Am I too open-minded or am I too mature? Because I think that it is very normal for someone who already has girlfriend to fall for another girl. And I almost want to say that this is forgiveable.
Of course, girls are always the victims.
Then, what about the guys? Feelings are never under their control.
I pity you, if you are stuck in between two girls right now. I mean, as a friend.
But I will never pity you if you do this to me.

I want to be the apple of your eye, but I will never be.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

To people who care of what others think of you.

What is the compliment that you wish to hear the most?

This is an old question, but I love this question, it reflects to me who I want to be.
What is yours? :)
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