国。庆

 

怎么办呢？

太没有国庆的气氛了呢。

愿我的祖国，马来西亚，生日快乐。

在这一天，忘记那些不快，为自己身为马来西亚子民而感到光荣！

秉持着您的一诺千金，我会继续爱着您。

:)

When a doctor himself is sick

He trully has what it takes to be a great doctor.
But what if a potential doctor is sick?
It is, something mentally.

He is smart. He scores in examination. Top student. Knowledgable.
He can express himself good in words. Either in Chinese English or Malay.
No doubt that he has great interest in Medical field.
BUT at the same time, he lives on his own.
Friends around him regard him as true friends but he always claims that he is alone.
He is an attention-seeker.
He thinks people around him do not appreciate him.
He is already talented enough but he shows off and exaggerates it.
He lives in his own world. With his own big ambition.

I am not a psychologist who can tell what happened to him and cure him.
Instead I am just a friend who pity of him and hoping someone professional enough to offer him help.
I am wondering how he's gonna be in the future.

Relieved!

Ahhhh phew. Sorry readers. No more emo emo post I promise.
Miracles do happen. I have get into Perdana University!
I could hardly believe that I really made it, passed the interview! With my abilities!
Can finally put down the heavy heavy rock on my shoulders.
The best best best news I have ever got. The best best best gift God you have ever gave me. :D
God you really intended to mould me into a stronger person.
Thank you for answering my prayers, I will definitely do my best in my coming 5 years medical course. I will be even stronger, and to be different, remember? ;)
Till then, want to lie back and sleep like there's no worries tonight.
To everyone who is reading this, I love you so much! Goodnight! <3 p="p">

I take your love as granted.

Have you ever tried having so much trust in someone, until you will never imagine this person stop pouring love to you? It is literally, taking his love for granted. Then eventually you stop doing things to pleased him, like what you always do in the first place. When a love lasts for years, is it destined to be turn out like this? No more sweet words. You feel that it is unnecessary because what matters most is that you treat him true and you are sure that you love him. Deeply in your heart you don't want this person to be out of your life. You have put him in a special place in your heart, in your future plan, the one who can complete your future.

I love you, in my way.

我是一个水做的女人

Two topics to update for what I have been doing these days.

 1.

Korean drama, The Secret Garden catches my eyes and I would introduce you to this drama if you have not watch this. A story between a CEO of a department store and a stuntwoman, of different statuses of life. It is the same boring, unbelievable fairytale-storyline as you can see in the other dramas but, girls need this, agree? ;)

 Plus having a smart-looking male lead, why should you miss this? :)

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2.

Heartbreaking night of all the Malaysians.

I am so glad that I didn't miss this greatest ever match.

Dato Lee Chong Wei is my hero, everyone's hero.

Salute!

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李宗伟赛后说：这是我的命运。

相信没有人能否定他的付出，但他还是达不到他梦寐以求的终点。

我们应该相信命运吗？

我们真的只能屈服于它？

这是我最近在做的事。

为秘密花园里，一段救生员为了救人而受困电梯，牺牲生命的剧情，感动落泪。

为李宗伟奋战三局而再次与金牌擦肩而过，那梦想崩裂的瞬间，惋惜，心疼落泪。

哈，我真的是一个水做的女人呢。

Give me more strength for my fight. More.

Four teeth have all extracted. Hey, extracting four teeth is no kidding! Pain. Still, I feel unbearable to part with my teeth. After all, they were what my parents have given me. 身体发肤，受之父母. Should really really cherish it, ain't it? BUT for my teeth to look nicer prettier in the future, let me just bear with the pain! ;) And so I decided to take more pictures of me showing my teeth, then I can spot the difference of me wearing braces later on. Hehe.

Love the fish. <3 p="p">

I email JPA everyday, but everytime it says: Undeliverable because the mailbox is currently full. Wth JPA people never update their mailbox I tell you. None of the email successfully sent. And hence I decided to call JPA today, after considering and replaying what should I say to them in my brain for countless time. Nervously with shaky hands I call out to them. ................... Ahhh forget about my conversation with the JPA people, I will just say that I failed convincing them. :(
Ahh well fine. Expected. Let me just continue with my prayers everyday, hold on to the faith, I will hold on to it until the last minute last seconds. God bless please!

The latest news states that JPA decided to offer 600 students who didn't get into public university with private university. Fully sponsored by JPA. Hey I don't understand. Why you only offer 50 places in Perdana University, out of 200 applicants? 50 is so little compared to 600. What a sad case. -.-


I gave up the chance to go to Tanjong Energy Scholarship Award 2012 today. Many of them not even shortlisted for the interview, I am the lucky one. Wasted? I don't know why but, I just don't like people who fight these scholarship chances when they don't really want it. I am not really interested in the scholarship, or perhaps no mood? Although it is obviously a far more better scholarship offer than JPA, I decided to give this chance to the others. I am already under JPA, so no worries! And I only need this JPA PIDN 1 2011 scholarship if it has come to the worst condition.

                         I will never go for things I don't like, same goes for people.

I miss the old good days.

1. I miss the time when I was still 15 years old and I started to find people who know sports are so attractive. The very first time I felt the exciteness touching the volleyball and involved myself in it. Though I am not a good player, I enjoy watching volleyball match. London Olympics 2012 reminds me of my beating heart for this sport. I miss cheering for my secondary school's boy team. The best as always. :)

2. I miss the time when we finally stepped up on the stage and receice the highest award in the band competition. The time when I went through all the difficulties with my 6 other teammates and emerged as the champion. The feeling of winning is just too sweet. This is Seven Souls @ Tujuh Jiwa.

3. I miss the time I travel with them. And the time where I can just knock my opposite door and I will get to find them at anytime. Sticking together everyday. But, till now, I have lose contact with them. After all, it's just a less-than-one-year friendship, yeah? Not that strong enough. I will still miss them, when reminiscing back my Matric life. Ahh the old good days.