我怀念的。

有时候做人真的是不要这么极端的好。

话说我也曾经为人师表，当过接近五个月的人类灵魂工程师。可是五个月后，我好比从地狱的水深火热里逃出来。我庆幸我的责任结束了，重担没有了，再也不需要一大清早扯高我的嗓子骂人。我说我以后绝对都不再当老师。再几个月后，我开始后悔当初走之前没有和小朋友们合照。一张都没有。再再几个月后，我好奇小朋友们过得怎么样。有没有想念我。想知道要考试的那些小瓜们有没有努力用功，有没有把我的英文考好。再再再几个月后，我很想回去，看看他们，摸摸他们的头。每每经过学院门口，我的心就会揪一下。
很想回去探望他们。
啊，天知道eunice老师有多想念你们。:)

所以说，你为什么要这么极端？做人不是该总是记得给自己找台阶下吗？这样，不管情况变得再怎么糟，你还能选择往前走或往后退。
生气了，请不要扯高嗓子骂人。受委屈时，彼此互相留点面子，不要掉头就走，留下尴尬的你我。因为有一天，你也许会再回到这里，或需要这个人的帮忙。
不就两个字，圆滑！
为什么要怪她当初给你这么重的工作量？为什么不要谢谢她这么器重你，虽然你只来了短短几个月？那是她给你多大的一个肯定，为什么你当时没有发觉？所以为什么人们说，旁观者清。有些事情有些道理，就是明白的太迟。
如果，我有再重来一次的机会，eunice老师一定会变得很不一样。
因为没有人会不爱小孩，没有人应该生他们的气，因为他们是世界上最纯洁可爱的天使，可恶的，永远是大人们。
我谢谢facebook，让我得悉今天他们开分行了，二十一周年纪念。我不知道会不会有人接收到，不过我想说，恭喜你们，祝老板娘的育幼事业越做越好，培育出越来越多精英弟子。
要再回去，应该是不可能的。
不过，祝福。:)

生。日

因为我过了一个很不一样的生日。

有温暖有惊喜，还有机会许三次愿望。好幸福呢。

我十九岁了。

:)

And all these little things.

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes

When you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs,

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

Sweetness overflow :)

Neither do I like to act like the way I always do.

Please forgive me. I hope I don't dirty my blog with trash anymore in the future. :)

I don't like people to feel frustrated or affect their mood.

So, learn to keep those feelings to myself more! I won't going to die with just that! 

Bring it on and fight it!

I am back to JB for my 2 weeks Christmas break and 1 week study week!

Very excited because I am looking forward to meet with the sisters in high school. :D

Just before I came back, I received a sweet surprise.

Not to say a real surprise, but it is sweet.

Maybe you are the one. The one that cleared away my clouds and gave me rainbow.

How I hope you are the remedy to my tears and insecureness.  :')

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.

But the very next day, you gave it away.

This year, to save me from tears, 

I'll give it to someone special.

无边无际的。

不管你的今天过得再怎么糟，人生还是一段不会停的旅程。
世界不会因为你的今天过得很糟糕而怜悯你，不会为了你而停止转动。



我不想做你的路人甲，我只想做你的唯一。

@$#%^&6*8(%&5

First of all, I am here to complain. Secondly, I am going to talk in different language and it is not the matter that you understand me or not. Whatever. For I just want to speak out. Take this post as a dustbin la okay because what I am going to talk about is trash. I know, I know I just told you that my life is good in my previous post. But the stupid me just messed this all up again. My cardsigning! My third cardsgining ended up as a B again. 3 Bs in one shot. Very consistent? What the hell Eunice Tham you are so genius. I don't actually give a shit about how much percentage cardsigning carries but the feeling is just so awful. Awful as in because everyone else in your group get A but you get a super irritating B. Awful as in your groupmates got easier questions than you and you got questions out of lecture notes. The feeling is !@#%^&89*$% when you can answer every other's questions, but not your own questions. I seriously don't know what the hell can this unlucky situation happens on me ehh you think too highly of me or what. A very fucked up and screwed up situation when you see your lecturer write down another big B on your sheet, despite all the nights that you have stayed up for all the studies, despite all the hardwork all the prayer all the tears. God you still show me a dim pathway. How are you supposed me to continue my 5 years? I really really really doubt myself a lot. I just want an A to prove myself, to make myself feel better, to boost my confidence, to know that yes I am on a correct pathway. Why so hard? I never think that I am that weak. Or I have been thinking too highly of myself? Of course A is not everything, and A does not stands for perfection. But people who get A and people who get B is just a big difference. They automatically will be in 2 different worlds. I am just so stupid so stupid so stupid can I go and bang wall and die right now ahhh. Thank you for listening my rubbish talk goodnight.

My words are more than words. :)

Saying I love you 
Is not the words I want to hear from you 
It's not that I want you 
Not to say, but if you only knew 
How easy it would be to show me how you feel 
More than words is all you have to do to make it real 
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 
'Cause I'd already know.


17 Dec is the day.
Happy 2 years anniversary to More Than Words. :)
You are always here when my words are more than just words.
For people who are concern, my life is back on its track and it is good. 
With that little bit of sweetness enlightening me everyday. :)

World Aids Day

1st of December is World Aids Day people!
And I attended this campaign held by Red Ribbon Youth Club last Saturday at Berjaya Times Square.
ERASE. Eradicate AIDS and Stigma = Equality. No discrimination and we are all no difference from one another!
'' If I were to tell you that I am a HIV+ patient, are you willing to give me a hug? ''
So this is basically what we started off to approach people on that day.
Basically, my volunteer job scope was to give free hugs. This aims to tell people that AIDS will not transmitted through physical contacts! And as a way of we, volunteers spreading love to public maybe? :)
It was a little bit awkward at the first place, as Malaysians are still typically conservative ( as we know ) and I got rejected for a few times. But slowly I met some nice people. And I was happy not only in the sense of I gave free hugs, but I educated people more on what is AIDS, based on my medical knowledge.
I just love the idea of spreading love, don't you?

So this is me! Giving free hugs on that day. :D

They have this pretty cards for people who are willing to dedicate their wishes to AIDS patients. All the money collected will be donated to Malaysian Aids Council. And they hung them all around the place forming a very warming scene. :)

The two big red sculptures.

Meanwhile, they had some stage performances and celebrities coming to show their support in this event. The highlight of the day is the Freezemob and the Flashmob. UM people did a very wonderful performance! :) not to say how happy I was to meet some of my KMNS friends who are studying at UM. I have been missing my matrik life for like so muchhh!

Last but not least, group picture of the day. Oh ya, our theme colour is RED.
 RED IS HOT. :D

My love is free for everyone.
But I wouldn't wish my love to be free for you.

                       

Loving colours!

Hello people. If you are observant enough, you would have noticed that I added Nuffnang's advertisements at the side of my blog. Feel free to click on it to view it ( or just HELP me to click it ) when you visit my blog everytime. Thank you! :)

                           Lots of love! Will update you about this event that I have joined recently soon!
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