梦境。现实

Dear Dr Chandra and Patient Ng,

Good day to both of you. We never met each other but you know how eager I want to meet both of you. I need both of you to complete my Early Patient Contact ( EPC ) module. Through taking part in this GP visit, we want to appreciate the professional responsibilities of a doctor and get to know more about doctor-patient relationship. My lecturer has assigned me and my team members to you. We are going to learn professionalism from you, doctor. Please show us your professionalism. We came to your clinic twice, but why. Why we had never seen you or talked to you. ( not to say learn from you ) Stop asking your Miss Receptionist to deal with us.What we want is just to be able to talk to you. I have sacrificed hours in your clinic waiting for you. I was supposed to go to another event today ( which yes I wanted to go very much ), but I didn't go, because I keep my promise, to meet you today. Are you going to sit inside your comfy office the third time we going to visit you ( which is this coming Monday )? You have ruined your own image. Patient Ng, you have hypertension and diabetes, your appointment might be only taking blood pressure and checking blood sugar level, but please don't underestimate this. You might earn thousands billions in an hour but your health is the one we are concerned about. Your presence helps our studies. But how can you, ffk us ( and the doctor ) twice.
No matter how, I still looking forward to the day we meet each other. Till then, thank you.

Sincerely,
A first year medical student.

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昨晚，我梦见你了。
梦里，你伸出了你厚实的大手，把我的手紧紧握住，然后一路带着我走。我们的路很长，好像没有尽头。我有被保护的感觉。暖暖的。是一种我从没有过的感觉。这一刻，我想抛开一切，做你的公主。

Beautifully imperfect

I am not a good emotion controller.
If I were to take the Emotional Quotient Test, it must be a really low marks.
Things around me are never under my control. Even if I decided to avoid myself from things I don't like, people I don't like, works I don't like. Sometimes I still have to live together with them because they made up part of my life.
I don't know the best way to deal with these imperfections in my life.
So I strive to be beautifully imperfect.

我们一直都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

I will pass this test with flying colours.

This is a very special week. Perhaps only to both of my roommates.
They are sending off their loved ones this week, one going Australia, one going New Zealand.
Sadness is overwhelming in my house. Lol.
I believe everyone do experienced long-distance relationship.
Even separated with your family do affect your relationship with your family.
So what actually happens when a pair of couple separated?
I don't know whether whatsapp can really link two hearts that are separated together.
I only know that whatsapp alerts from both of their phones are with me throughout the day.
If distance is really a test of love, someone, please pass the test.

I read my book, you watch your movie.
One day, I want us to read a same book together, watch one movie together.
And at that time, we shall never apart from each other again.

Life is about failure and success, success and failure.

There are certain things which I keep on repeating to myself and in this blog.
Not because I like to nag or what, but just I find it too true.
Effort is never proportional to results.
I tried several times where I worked very hard, but I failed.
BUT. When I did nothing ( or less effort, not the maximum ), I successed.
Everything is not under our control. Nothing.
Probably only your emotions are under your own control. Because you can still smile when you are unhappy.
Remember, have control of your own emotions. That is the only thing you left that is under your control.


男人要感谢在他二十多岁时陪在他身边的女人。因为二十多岁的男人处在人生中的最低点，没钱，没事业；但是二十多岁却是一个女人最灿烂的时候。
Hey, how amazing it is to witness a grown up of a little boy into a man. :)

Like A Miracle.

This is not a dream comes true. This is a miracle.
I got all H1 ( First Class Honours ) in my JC1 Summative Assessments!
Oh my goodness. :O This was my reaction when I opened my email.
Totally out of my expectation.
I. totally. don't. know. why. I. so. lucky.
Felt extremely thankful to God. Thank you. I found the strength I lost.
Using this strength, I will strive even harder, to my maximum, in JC2.
Aww I love this examination slip!
Good day, and all is well. :D

Want to be your valentine.

Tell me which girl doesn't love flowers.

Not practical, but enough to melt a girl's heart. You know, girls actually never ask for more. 

Because girls forgive easily, forget easily, cries easily.

Can I be your valentine?

Happy Valentine's Day. :)

New Year. NEW.

DONG DONG CHIANG! Happy Lunar New Year peeps! :D
It is another new year and this year, I made lots of wishes for myself as well. You always only realise about what meant the most to you when you are silently, secretly making your wishes to God. :)
I thank Chinese New Year for giving us a chance to meet with relatives who hardly meet usually. It was really heart-breaking to see my third aunt, suffering from rheumatoid arthritis and walked with pain. And my first aunt, who look after me since I was young, now getting older and older. Same goes to my parents actually. :(  Time do magic, yea?

Anyway, made my first visit to Penang and Ipoh recently with my uni-mates.
They are a bunch of awesome people! Some of my friends really amaze me in this trip. They are more mature than they look like. Very good in taking care of all of us. Good tourguide, good driver, good organiser, good companion. :D Most important of all, we get to know each other better!
I had fun, food were nice and cheap so I ate a lot. Haha. Diet plan epic failed.
And I realise how amazing it is to travel. I shouldn't have yearn of going overseas when I haven't even finish exploring Malaysia. Have decided to go on trip whenever I have long holidays! Why stay at home? Go out and explore the world!

The World is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page. by Saint Augustine