Sunday, July 22, 2012

My fear

自暴自弃?自怨自艾?自我责怪?封闭自己?
Or whatever it is. I just want to disappear from this fucking world, when there's no one out there who truly understands your feeling and your sadness deep inside. You are wrong this time. I never think I live for anyone. I live for my own. And I cry when I did not achieve my best. I feel ached when I got hurt. That's all.

You will never know my fear of the day when the reality is going to tell me whether I am eligible enough to be there. Praying hard.

2 comments :

  1. Don't aim for success if you want it; just do what you love and believe in, and it will come naturally.
    David Frost

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  2. I am sorry. I hope the best for you.

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