No 'buts' and 'what if' !

At times, I found out that I always get emo for certain same issue all over again.
Life is unpredictable.
People say, everything in our life happens for a reason.
It is bullshit la I know this very well.
I know I will know the reason behind it someday in the future.
But yet I am very curious to know it now, to know why I am here, why I had been assigned to be here.

Am I at the right place my dear God?
What if I chose Medic during my JPA aplication?
Why I got an A+ in Chinese but end up failed to get A+ for Moral?
Why Matrics system chose me?
It sounds offending, but why people with less A+ leads a looks-like-better life than people with more A+?
Is it merely because of skin colour?
Do you need people with good life telling you how good they are?
You are torturing me my dear.

We say, people tend to feel unsatisfied when there is compare among each other.
You dont feel you are blessed because you want to be blessed even more than the others.
But can anyone deny that they are selfish people?
No, humans are born to be selfish. Born to be.
It is just the matter of how well you cover up your selfishness.
I sadly realise that I will never get over this issue.
Because Dear God I have not get your answer yet.

There are no 'buts' and 'what if' in this world la, silly girl.
You should realise this sooner,
and wake up to reality.

敬，我们的青春

我觉得一个作家的成败，
在于他能为每一个读者心中投下的震撼弹有多深。
他必须能够引起陌生读者们的共鸣，
在每个路人甲路人乙心底泛起阵阵涟漪。


趁着第二学期刚开始的空档，我又重复阅读了一本我很爱的小说。
我很念旧，也很情感丰富。
同一本小说我喜欢的话可以看个两三次。
一本小说的一段话，一部电影的一句对白，
都能够在我的脑海里一直环绕一直环绕。
我确信那是我们的故事，
一切都不是一场意外。


我想我是爱过你的。
爱过。

If u know me well

1. I am tall. Very very tall for girls. And I am neutral about my height. I dont love it nor do i hate it. But i am poor in sports. Stop being deceived by my height and say that i must be good in volleyball, basketball or whatever ball. I am not le so sorry.

2. I am a computer idiot. A completely new technology idiot. I am always constantly outdated. Normally, I only visit Facebook and Blogger everytime I online. Hmm yea very slowww I know.

3. I have a bad sense of direction. I dont even familiar with the road to my home which i have lived for nearly 18 years. I think this is mainly because I haven got my driving license. I guess I will improve after i learn how to drive after my Matrics? Perhaps.

4. I dont like to go to cinema. Okay I know this is very weird. I just dont like it. Except there are nice movie out there such as Na Xie Nian. Or unless u are too special until I dont wanna say no to you at all.

5. I am scare of dogs, cats, cockroaches, lizards, bees, butterflies, snakes......... Anything that will move? My God.

6. I am a good listener. I dont like the embarassment where I need to struggle very much to find something to talk to a person. I am lazy to do so. Maybe this is why many people commented Eunice as a very quiet person? But believe me, I have a warm heart! :D

7. I study last minute. I dont want to be like this at all but this is how I study and this pretty suits me. I need coffee for me to stay up in the night. But dont label me as a coffee-lover.

为九把刀的青春热血而落泪

我突然之间很频繁地出现在这里，
证明了我正在放假。
没有了假期，很抱歉呵，这里就打烊了。
LOL.

他说，青春是一场大雨，
就算它会让你感冒，
你还是想回头再淋一次。
该死的九把刀，你勾起了太多不该被想起，
埋藏在心底的美丽回忆。

不要责怪女人的方向感

你有没有试过想像，自己现在在过的人生只是一场梦?
一场很长很长的梦？
一觉醒来，你在过着的竟然是另一个陌生的人生。
这时候，你是从美梦中带着笑容满足地醒来，
还是冷汗直冒地从恶梦中惊醒，希望自己永远都不要再做同样的梦?


我有两个很可爱的朋友，各自都会开车了。
其中一个跌破了我的眼镜，
在驾车途中会不自觉地天啊天啊天啊。
另一个经历了很多次的考车经验，驾得似模似样，
有一次，坐在她身旁的我提醒她说:
小心前面有个洞哦。


一转眼，她就进洞了。


:D  我不敢笑她们，因为她们太可爱了。
而且我知道我更糟。
女人经常被冠以方向感很差的封号，这是男人很难理解的一部分。
当然，有部分女性会很愤愤不平，竭力想摆脱这种花瓶印象。
我倒看得开。
我自认天生方向感是差中之差，连住了快十八年的自己家的路都可以不熟。
没关系，他们说美女的方向感都比较不好呢。
:p




我很想永远当乘客，做乘客是很幸福的。

一去不回的时光

I wanted to write something about time.Because i cant grab it in my hands so i am going to jot it down here.
For your information i already finish my Sem One in KMNS.
Should i put :D or :( or :O or ?
Three parts to conclude my Sem One.

# Firstly, it's my friends!
They are different, friends that u can eat together, bath together, sleep together.
They are your neighbours, which u can knock knock their door at any time, to consult any studies problem.
Being so close to them in nearly six months, can i say i dont love them? :)

#  Second, band!
As i have promised before, here are some pictures to be shared!
We had several times of performance in Sem One.
Hopefully in Sem Two we have more! :D
Band is important to me, i just love myself in music.
I never know i will love this so much.
Without band, i will bored to death. D:
So thank you super friends! <3

Our setting up of performance.

Every time need to carry EVERYTHING from here to there.

Not as easy as u thought!

I like the first performance the most!

Our attires are all in WHITEEE :p

Our training every night

hmm. very serious.

erm, this picture can be explained.

Because normally we are bored when we are waiting for our turn to perform.

:p

# Thirdly, 我的四个贵人.

Talking about Gui Ren means i cant afford to lose them in my matrics life.

They are just.....so special.

He is my classmate.

He is Mister Ihsan.

Why i called him Mister?

Because he likes to call me Mister Eu.

The first time he called " Mister Eu! " , then i was like, huh i am not mister i am miss okay.

His reason also very special " umm sebab panggil org lain Mister very nice. "

-.- okay.

He always called me Mister Eu, easily made me laugh all the time. haha

His name is Hanif.

Good friend of Mister Ihsan.

A very kind hearted malay guy.

As cute as Mister Ihsan lo!

:)

He is the most special i guess.

My ex classmate, name Ibrahim.

 Loooking at his pose and u will know how special is he.

A very ideal clown, can non stop making ppl laugh.

Somebody like Ah Neo during my previous high school.

Thanks to him, i laugh more. :)

Lastly, my Mathematics teacher Cik Halina.

The most dedicated teacher i have seen before.

She sacrifice her time to have extra math lecture with us almost every night.

Always can crack jokes.

She teach good, making me not fear of math like i am fear of Add Math before.

Seeing us all in sleepy mode, she will take some Choki Choki or sweets from her car and distribute it to everyone of us.

Because she's not married yet, i think she gave all her love to her students. 

So i am lucky to be one of her students.

<3

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE COLOURFUL.

随笔一则

有位友人，被学校的马来男生追求。
友人很慌，因为没有恋爱经验，所以不知道自己是不是爱上他了。
该名马来男生长得很帅气，才华横溢，是学校的风云人物。
友人知道，异族恋是不会被保守的家庭所允许的，
因此忧心忡忡。
“ 你可以控制自己不要和他在一起，
但请不要控制自己已经爱上他的心。”
不可以让自己忘了爱的根本，爱的真谛。

今天在外遇到以前教过的学生，
她是很害羞的那一型，但是成绩很不错，是让我很放心的学生。
很难想像，我也有这么一天，
摸着我的学生的头，叫她日后要继续加油，知道吗，
给她祝福。
我好像老了。呵呵。
我终于体会到为人师表，
那种看着这些稚气的脸蛋，心里默默希望他们日后长大都能成才的心情。
我很幸运，因为我曾经有过这批学生，
因为曾经是一名老师。
虽然我曾经有过这么多的埋怨。

这几天在家翻箱倒柜，找出了小学和中学时期的日记还有纪念册。
然后我一看就看了数个小时，边看边偷笑。
有人跟我说过，
一个人被定义为成熟了，当他不再为自己所做过的事感到后悔。
不是因为所做的事情都完美无暇，而是学会了接受。
一直很记得这一句话。
我还没有完全成熟，因为我还是觉得以前的自己很傻很傻。
哈哈，人就是爱回忆，请允许我从以前不完美的自己学习。

很喜欢st john时期认识的一群好伙伴，
总是不会忘了约你出来喝喝茶，分享近况。
还会在适当的时候给你鼓励。
更不用说当你向他们求救的时候，他们总是义不容辞。
今天一样有了一个很棒的下午，thanks to Alex! :)

分享一则刚看到的小故事，

是黑人和范范的爱情点滴。

刚开始交往的时候，黑人送范范回家，

但范范每次只让他送到路口，所以黑人一直不知道范范家的确切地址。

有一天黑人说明天范范出门会收到玫瑰花，

结果第二天范范出门，门口真的放着一朵玫瑰花。

原来，黑人在整条路的每家门口都放了一朵玫瑰花。

女人最大的幸福莫过于能遇到这样一个花尽心思让你快乐的男人。

爱情就像是扯橡皮筋，
最后受伤的总是那个不愿放手的。
但我宁可希望爱情像扯橡皮筋，
因为它的韧性永远都在，永远不会变形，
不管双方一直固执的扯了又扯。

A little thing called love

 

Introducing a very very nice Thai movie.

A little thing called love.

Sometimes love can be just so simple and pure.

It will remind u of your school life love story.

I love it because the male lead is too handsome.

Dont u agreeee?

I wonder why Thai guy can be born with a very angmoh face.

It was able to make me laugh to tears,

yet it has a good ending which will make u cry.

Go search for it! :)

I have a dream

You leading a lifestyle according to your room mates,
or God knows who are the ones suitable to be your room mates,
and send them as angels for u?
Well, i believe more in the second reason.
There has been angelsss in my life recently.
They chased away the biggest demon for me :D
Thank you angelsss. I feel loved.
I will love u back. Doubling the love! hehe.
You know you love someone when you save their texts and re-read them when no one is watching. <3 

I have a dream.

I have a dream, a song to sing

To help me cope with anything

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail

I believe in angels

Something good in everything I see

I believe in angels

When I know the time is right for me

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy

To help me through reality

And my destination makes it worth the while

Pushing through the darkness still another mile

I believe in angels

Something good in everything I see

I believe in angels

When I know the time is right for me

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing

To help me cope with anything

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail

I believe in angels

Something good in everything I see

I believe in angels

When I know the time is right for me

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I dont like to screw things up so i wont do it anymore

A very short update before i have anymore time to do this anymore.
I just screwed up my mid sem exam and the results is very awful.
There's no point mentioning how bad was it here
and there's no point telling me things like: it's okay! work harder next time!
I just fail to reach it. Simple.
But i will have my revenge in no time.
Just work a little bit more harder when u thought u already reach your max.
No more screwing up okay! :)
I sincerely wanna say sorry to those who was close to me recently
Or anyone who accidentally saw my recent pictures
YES I AM VERY FAT I KNOW
I am working hard for a change
Be patient, so watch out people!
Wash off your memories of the old me!

Hey I am addicted to band! :D
I joined my school's band which will be performing everytime VIP came to our school.
I am the keyboard-ist!
It's too much fun than i expected.
I am loooking forward for the training everyday.
And u know, malay songs are nice ;D
My first performance is going to be on coming Monday.
I hope there will be photos to share later on. Wish me luck man!
Cant wait for it lo! hehe.

Would u choose lie over truth?
Truth are always hurtful but being kept in dark, do u like that?
People have rights to know what they should know.
So I guess im not wrong by doing that.
Wish u could get over it asap and be able to see ur smile again my dear friend!
Jiayou i am on your side :)


I have to remind myself often, that i am a brave girl!
Bleeeehhhh.

MY HOLIDAY ENDS. AHHHH.

Haih here comes the end of my 2 weeks raya holiday.

This is my last post in my super duper comfortable home.

Hmm.

Let's stop emo and admiring some really nice pictures bah. :D

A combination of 2 gatherings in a day!

First stop: Jusco with my 6 beautiful girls!

Soh Cia Wen's hair is seriously so long! Mine cant grow much lerrrr ish.

My first darling girl. <3

My second darling girl. <3

Second stop: with Team Johor 09 at carabao!

I SERIOUSLY WONT GO FOR THAI FOOD AGAIN.

I cant stand the spiciness at all!

Even my tears burst out.

This is my dinner.

Chicken salad. And it's spicyyyyyy.

I posed with my dinner so nice but the taste actually sucks!

Last stop: Tutti Frutti! This is a very nice end of the wonderful day. :)

That's it!

Bye people, Bye jb, Bye my comfortable bed, Bye mummy, Bye my friends.

With lovesss <3

I WISH I FORGET I WISH I DONT CARE

 

OKAY LO FINE.
I AM GOING TO BE EMO OVER THIS AGAIN.
STUPID ME.
WHY I LOVE IT SO MUCH WHEN I KNOW I FOREVER NOT BELONGS TO THERE.
WHY MUST PEOPLE LOVE WHAT NOT BELONGS TO THEM.
WHY CANT I BE THERE.
BECAUSE I AM CHILDISH LIKE HOW I AM ACTING NOW?
I FREAKING SCARED OF THE FEELING OF BEING LEFT OUT.
NOBODY UNDERSTANDS.
I AM JUST FOREVER GREEDY.
BUT I COULDNT FEEL ANYTHING WITHIN ME.
I DONT EVEN OWN ANYTHING.
I SHOULDNT BE EMO BUT I AM EMO.
IT'S A TRUTH THAT I AM ALONE

Season of exam is coming again

My previous year6 students are going to have their UPSR soon.
Eunice laoshi wish u all a very big GOODLUCK!
Miss u all lotss!
Please score for my English. hehe :p
Form 5's are going to have their trials.
And i was reminded of the hardships i went through last year at this moment.
Hen kuai jiu hui guo qu de. JIAYOU!
Jiayou my dear daughters! :D
And, and
Those who are studying a-levels are having their big test after raya.
ALL THE BEST too!
Specially to bai zuer, ciawen, lianghui, yongxin and others who didnt mention to me about ur exam but u are going to have it too. :D hehe. Wishes are available for everyone!
Guess exams are forever non stop.
Jiayou people!

A post about you

Yes I am going to talk about u today.
Yes you jiu shi ni.
I have too much of bu-shuangness in my heart after what u had told me last night.
Although it was actually just a lie.
You should know i always easily trust what other ppl says.
Especially those who i care the most, and that includes u.
Eunice is, just that dumb.
So yeah, u succeded.
I was trapped. But with a bit of relief.
Hai hao ni shi pian wo de.
I shouldnt hoping anything else from u,
U have freedom to do what u like now,
beacuse u really not belongs to me.
No matter in the past, present or in the future.
But when i say zhu ni xing fu, i meant it.
Zhen de yi ding yao xing fu.
Because u really, really deserve this.
Somehow i know u are going to read this.
Can u feel my wishes for u? :)

我害怕你

当每一觉醒来都必须要面对同样的噩梦
当街上的每个背影都那么像你
我知道你带给我的不愉快还像影子一样的缠着我

我知道我惨了
我活在你的阴影之下
怎样才可以放开对一个人的恨？
时间，请帮我抚平我的伤口
谢谢你。

With the girlss

Hey, tell u what.

Sometimes u dont really need words to describe the feeling to be together with your loved ones.

Words are extra.

A hug is more than enough.

I am looking forward for more gathering.

<3

女人的高跟鞋

“ 小姐，这款鞋子很好看，可以拿最大号的给我吗？”
“ 好的，稍等。”

五分钟后。。。


“ 不好意思，小姐，鞋子不合我的脚，谢谢你。”

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这样的情景不知道在我身上上演了多少遍
我练就了厚脸皮，鞋店员工还练就了很强的耐性
仿佛从某个未知的时候开始
女装鞋店成了我只能引颈长盼的地方
可以理解吗？好像一种不属于我的另一个世界
女人们说，高跟鞋是我的生命
踩着高跟鞋仰望人群，我就是女王
忽然之间
走路会有风，走路不再畏畏缩缩
我没有吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸！
我只想说
请不要扼杀我欣赏漂亮鞋子的权利
请不要再对我品头论足
我的生命中虽然没有高跟鞋
但是依然漂亮
我会让人字拖成为我的时尚！

HOLIDAYS!

Hello to everyone out there! :D
It has been a long time since i updated my blog.
Just guess how busy is my college life?
finished my mid semester exam two weeks ago
This means a quarter of my matrics life gone.
Not going to recall back how i performed for my exam
the thing is
here comes my two weeks holiday so i am here! Woo!
HELLO JB! :)
Seriously, I cant stop smiling until now.
The feeling to be with my family is just too awesome.
and having to think that i am going to meet with my girls soon.
:)

I have been thinking that this world is so extremely wonderful.
Yes wonderful.
I certainly believe that God is an awesome person.
HE will not give u what u want, but HE will give u what suits you.
Because HE knows u better that anyone do.
Dont ever think of lying in front of HIM unless u are insane.
I dont believe in this before, but now, I decided to trust in HIM.
Thank you God.
I know why am i in kmns, and why i gone through changing of class,
and end up in S1EP4 now.
For there's always a reason behind YOUR actions.
Please continue to watch over me, and give me those strength i needed.
Amen.


I have too many plans for my two weeks holiday.
Too many people to meet up with
Too many chat to be continue with
It can be very very short and will pass in a blink of eye if i didnt planned it carefully.
U know what?
Me and my friends packed lots of books and homeworks in our laguages
Laguages are not for clothes anymore, but for our books
Who knows whether are we going to study in these two weeks? ;)
And okayyy, i am really tired as i just manage to finish up tonnes of assignments last night
And yeah
My first plan of my holiday is to lay back on my cosy bed and sleep like there's no tomorrow.
Goodnight! :)



When things are getting on like this so smoothly, time flies.
Things are getting on smoothly
IF you choose to ignore what makes u unpleasant.
I dont want to think about things regarding you. At least for this moment right now.
It makes me feel like crying so goodbye.

'' I firmly believe that any man's finest hour is that moment when he / she has worked his / her heart out in a good cause and lies exhausted on the field of battle, victorious. ''

LAUGH OUT LOUD

这一次
我成功了
原来我也可以戴着面具过生活。
这样多好，不是吗？
不再可怜自己
一个人就会变得很强。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
就是这样的笑




当你的一切努力都与结果不成正比，
你能真的做到潇洒地笑着替别人的成功拍手喝彩吗？
不为任何人，
我只是真的很单纯的很喜欢很喜欢。
<3



我的cheese巧克力蛋糕，你在哪里？
:p

A new page of my life :)

Eunice Tham has been disappear from this world.

Are u having this thought in your mind? :)
After a month in Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan
finally i am settled down
and squeeze out a time
sitting in front of my friend's laptop like what i am doing now
writing my blog.
I guess kmns is really gonna be my home for one year.
to be accurate, it's just 10 months.

So what? What's the big deal when others leading a better life than u?
Open your heart and accept it.
A really great person will always be that great no matter where he/she is.
Stop looking back when u are already on your track okay?
:)

How's life in matriks?
washing your own clothes everyday
eating spicy food for every meal
wearing formally everyday
not a single inch of skin can be exposed ( okay this is exaggerating -.- )
wearing high heels black leather shoes everyday
calling your class as practicum
calling your teacher as lecturer
calling your lessons as kuliah
calling your kantin before as kafe
u met with ur friends almost every seconds in a day
u thinking and troubling over what u gonna eat for your next meal
u anticipating for the break of the day
u looking forward for the coming of every weekend
and yet feeling extremely boring on Saturday and Sunday.

You think over every cents u spent now
bargaining over a few cents with the kafe's uncle
going out to the hongkong shop to eat chinese meal with your friends every weekend
missing mummy's homecook almost every moment
missing all kinds of fruits that you seldom have chance to eat nowadays
grab a bite of biscuits turn out to be a normal action when u study in your room

u cry in your blanket when u miss someone badly
calling your mum and tell her that u really miss her and your home
u laugh with your friends over a stupid little joke
u fight for bathrooms with malays everyday
u talking broken english and bm with the malays everyday
what u can see during every assembly is malays everywhere.
u shout in disgust every time the cats in the kolej jumps up your bags
u need to be mentally prepared that water supply may be cut off when u are halfway bathing
and, no electrically supply for the bathroom during night time! ==


I guess this is the study life that really suits Eunice Tham.
No cinema no tv no shopping malls no entertainment no pork.
What's the big deal? just be myself.
I dont need to change at all.

Ex-matriks seniors told me that he miss matrix life.
Thinking back of what he said,
I guess i will miss it after one year like what he did, too.
I wish i could remember every single memories in kmns.
For things precious like this, why not?
:)

This is random.

But i MUST upload this photo. This was an Bio experiment i did last week.

We mix our blood in NAOH solution. Mine is the middle one! :D 

I realise that i really really do feel the excitement when i see blood.

HAHA i know that sounds really evil right. But that's really what i feel.

Perhaps i am meant to be a doctor? :)

The 'E' test tube stands for Eunice! yay :)

Manage to went all the way up to Cheras, KL on the second week to watch the Singmal Competition. Was so proud of my little juniors during the competition! :) They werent the winners at the end, but they are the BEST. No other words can describe them.

The happiest thing is to met up with my lovely st john guys! :D These awesome guys are Ong Li Yin, Seetoh Yiling, Ah Liang, Tan, Sean, Alex, Bryan Yeoh, Lee Jian Wei and Dylan Soh.

They are the ones who we called as TRUE FRIENDS

Just a single message, and they brought me all the reference books i need in matriks. :)

As most of them are ex-matrix students. and also future doctors. haha.

So nice and touching.

I hope i can give them a hug and say thank you :p

Photos taken in front of the restaurant in KL by the photographer of the day

Sean! :)

Last but not least, this is the girl that i must show to everyone. :)

Love her to the max as always! <3

I am missing your cheesecake like hell. :(

Next, I am going to show u the crazy and amazing people i met in kmns.

You wouldnt believe that we just known each other for a month.

But not when u do everything with them everyday.

You having homesick as they do.

You solve every difficulties in studies with them.

They are the one who are closest to u

the one who u can really rely on

Thanks to them, I discover the crazy part of me ;D

From the left: Zhiwei, Lee Pui Hong, me and Yang Xue Ni :D

Starting to be a little bit crazy XD

I feel extremely lucky to meet this two lovely girls. They are almost the same height as me!

Nobody is gonna complain to me that I am too tall anymore :p

I learnt how to do funny faces from them.

Oh my god u wouldnt recognise that was Eunice Tham -.-

Photos taken in the library!

My besties Lee Pui Hong and Yang Xue Ni <3

 

人生真的就好像一列火车

搭客到站了就下车

有的人挥了挥手 掉头就走

但珍惜你的人 即使被迫在中途下车

但依然会在终点站等你，用热情的拥抱来欢迎你

对你说：

“我很挂念你。”

原来9个A+什么都不是

当好消息一瞬间变成了坏消息
好像被浇了一桶冷水
讽刺至极
我的爸爸可以是魏家祥吗？
人们会告诉你
“这就是马来西亚。”


Malaysia Boleh.

A long report ABOUT ME!

Saying hello to my blog once again!
Sorry for abandoning u for such a long time.
going to have a long post today.
U gonna be patient if u are going to read this. ;)

Let's turn back time.
here's the photo taken when i went for JPA interview on 12th april.
the first time ever i wearing baju kurung which was supposed to owned by my dear sis.
she brought it specially all the way from kl back to jb for me!
i know she cares for me more than i expected.
I know she's the one who really concerned about my future study plan.
I know i know.
i will remembered the night u called me and give me advice without any hesitation.
THANK YOU SO MUCHHH! :D

Thank goodness i remember to take a photo of this.

JPA interview gave me this special chance to be a malay girl!

 The interview was so-so and i am surrounded by atmosphere that saying 8A+ AND ABOVE WILL SURELY BEING OFFERED JPA SCHOLARSHIP. well let's waiiiiiitttttt and see.

And of course, after april, i ended my tuition teacher work.
i was so dumb as i cried before my boss when she was thanking me for my help during this 4 months.
really dumb!
i hope she really meant what she said.
please stop faking up your words BOSS.

and now, i miss some of my cute students.
etc. standard one jonathan lim chee keat who is so mature and understanding in his words. once, he said to his friends, ''stop making noise, eunice lao shi need rest.''
or standard 4 lee wei kang who is so pro in answering my ques, making me having high satisfaction in teaching him.
or standard 5A wong jun hao and his gang who treat me a bunch of snacks when they knew i was going to leave them.
or standard 4 christina chu and her sis wong kah mun who agreed to treat me macdonald.
i shouldn't have being so paiseh to take photos with my students. :(

i miss them. but not my ladyboss and my colleagues looooorrr thank you.
:p

if u are asking me, am i getting back my long lost freedom after 4 months?
the amswer is NO.
because i have taken up another job.
check this out! ( i was reminded of my lovely addmath teacher pn farah. HAHAHA :D )

YES u are right. I am officially a coffee girl. :D come visit me on any other day at jusco tebrau city and i can treat u free nescafe coffee! Condition is i only work until 15 may and my break time is 4pm to 5pm. Spot this trolley at jusco supermarket :)

here's the menu! so coffee lovers, which coffee are u looking for?

:)

The main thing i benefit from the job is money.
it sounded sarcastic but it is truth.
but money brings different!
because finally i got the chance to treat my family a great meal on Mother's Day.
I've waited for this day for such a long time.
Now i got the ability! :)
first time belanja people until so happy.
because i saw my family's smiley face.
especially my mum.
thank you and i love u. <3

And also not forgeting to thanks my SUPERDEARIE daughters for not forgeting your erniang on this Mother's Day!
I am seriously super touched.
I love u too clx and ylk. :) <3

if this is a post for saying thank you to people i care and i love,
there's still 2 more ppl who i will not forget.
Thank you cyx for calling me on that day and chitchatting with me!
Thank you for not fogetting me.
we can actually chat A LOT although we never met for long time.
That feeling was just too great.
When i said i was touched, u know i really meant it. :)
ang syl for not breaking your promise to come jusco visit me and having tea with me today!
I feel great talking to u.

Anyway, a good news is here!
:D
i am going to matriks negeri sembilan if nothing goes wrong.
on 23rd of may!
gonna really really really really really thanks my dear God who answers my prayers.
Thank you so much because u know what, so far only 3 ppl getting it including me.
God blessed!

And of all the things i did during all these while, i gained.
yet i lost.
being forgotten by ppl who u care so much was awful.
I was deeply hurt.
Does love really have to be shown out?
I wish to be part of u all.
Can i?
Looking back at all the memories we had together.
I guess i am really left out.



如果两个人知道彼此将在终点相遇，那现在短暂的分开是否是必须？